Today is 11/11/11. Everyone keeps reminding me to make a wish at 11:11 and 11 seconds. Would it help if I did? I wonder. Today in class they told us to make a wish and what exactly did I wish for? I'm not even quite sure? Should you wish for something when your pretty darn sure you already have it?
If you had one wish what would you do with it? Waste on someone you thought you loved but, didn't truly even care about? Use it to be better than others, and so they'd be envious of you? Use it so you could have something? Change something about yourself? But what would the point be in that? You can't be proud of yourself and say you accomplished something.
What would I wish for is what I truly wanna know? I should know but, I don't think I would really wanna change anything about my life.
Today has been crazy! O.o That question has been racking my mind, out in search of an answer but I can't seem to find one. So I've been drawing, writing my story, writing poems, and planning for what I'm gonna do.
Also today just seems long but I have to stay up til 11:11pm. I don't know why but, I just feel like I need too! I want time to be able to sort things out. My mind is constantly thinking about everything. From the simplest things to things people never even think about. I just feel that's there so much to learn and that theres more to life than this simple little one that I live. I haven't found myself and I feel the need to go searching to find the "me" that I am. I feel like people dress me up to be a person I'm not but, why does it seem hard to show people, me? Is that something to wish for?
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