There's two things I promised I'd never say aloud. Especially in text form. So when you asked for me to tell you, I knew it was something you couldn't ask, it was almost impossible. Except for the fact, that it was just my choice...
So, when you said you didn't feel like she was your mother, I wanted to puke in your exaggeration. Of course she is, and you do love her.. Theres a difference in our situation. I don't love either of them, and I rather not speak the vile words of calling them mom, and dad.
So, when you said you didn't want to tell me because, it would hurt my feelings, I always replied saying, I knew something worse.. Which is true, I do, and what I knew was something worse than anything else. I still tell myself theres nothing worse that could compare. Which I don't think there is
There's two things I promised I'd never say aloud. The second thing is something that wasn't sad. I don't know if you'd call it embarassing or hilarious.
So, when I told her the thing I promised I would never, I was embarassed, and almost ashamed. Her reaction.. was laughing, telling me that's hilarious. And, of course, once you share a secret, it's no longer a secret.. I made her promise she wouldn't...
So, when she told Ethan one of my bros, it just made everything awkward. Hahah, oh gosh, today was ridiculous in class. I confronted him about knowing, and we both had freak attacks... He says.. that he guards secrets with his life. Let's put it to the test then Ethan.
